Tony's Thoughts (continued - page 2)
Written by: Debra Pickman
Tony began praying harder than ever and sought the consolation of a family friend and priest. He spoke with him on multiple occasions in any given week and it seemed to help some; at least to get him through the rough days.
Tony eventually noticed that his feelings towards me and much of everything else in his life were changing and that when he left the house he felt back to normal. He knew there was something very wrong in that house, but felt I would not accept his thoughts on the possibilities. He knew that there was something trying to get a hold on him, something evil and wanting to do evil.
We fought often, and especially about investigating teams coming in to help us sort out, and understand what we were dealing with. He worried about being looked at by the world as a freak, of his extended family and how others would view them after learning of our experiences.
He worried about the safety of his wife and newborn and what was to present to him each moment of every day. He worried about how much worse things could or would get and how he would make it through those moments. He worried about how my acceptance of activity and my interaction with “the spirit(s)” would make things worse.
All the while activity around him seemed to be stepped up yet another notch. He knew it was not the actions of a benevolent spirit.
Before we moved from the house in 1994 Tony had come to realize without a shadow of doubt, that some level of evil resided in our house. He did not know why or why it presented to us differently and so threatening to him.
With the understanding he had been brought up with in his Catholic teachings, he knew that demons and the like could lie and be extremely devious; that they existed to torment and wreck havoc on earth, and that their intent was to destroy anything that was good. they could misrepresent themselves to trick people, and play with their minds to manipulative thoughts, behaviors and actions. He also knew they could possess someone.
With this he resolved that some level of demon had tried to win him over when it presented as a little girl and when that didn’t work, it presented as a young woman. When that didn’t work things took a turn for the worse; it became more physical, more terrifying and it tried to wear him down in order to gain a better position to possess him.
He feels we got out of there just in time.
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