The only way to explain the things that have happened to me is to start at the beginning. It is a long story but interesting enough if you ask me.
I went to a house that was reportedly haunted. While at this house nothing really happened out of the ordinary. At one point only, did I feel anything different in the house and that I shook off as just simple paranoia and that was that.
When listening to the recordings I realized that maybe there was more to this house. There were four different voices on those recordings that didn’t seem to belong to anyone in my group. This raised my curiosity and interest in the house immensely. I wanted to go back so badly to see if anything else could be captured at the location.
A few days went by without a hitch, then not long after I saw a young man in my room. When I say I saw him you have to understand that this was not with my eyes, but with something else. Maybe this is what others describe as a third eye but not only did I see him in this way I felt him there. I could feel his eyes watching me, and I could feel that whoever this was, whatever it was, it wanted me to help him. I knew that this person was mentally challenged; I don’t know exactly how I knew I just did. Not only was I not mentally prepared for such an encounter, but I wouldn’t know a thing about how to help this kid anyways.
He stayed for a long time, I spoke to a friend of mine who bless his soul did not call me crazy but advised me to simply ignore whatever it was and it would eventually go away. So after being watched by this person for over a month I think, having him follow me to a hotel, and doing my best to ignore his presence when trying to fall to sleep; he was just not there anymore. I admit I was glad he was no longer there, but I also felt a hint of guilt because I couldn’t help him.
Life went on. I spent a great deal of time listening to the EVP’s. It amazed me frankly. Then eventually curiosity struck and I found a web site dedicated to the house. I began to read, and the more I read the more I began to see connections in the things I was reading; symbols of things that seemed to connect, like this giant puzzle and I felt compelled to solve the puzzle. I spent hours looking up information on these symbols to make sense of what I felt was there. During this time I began to feel uncomfortable in my house. I would get these intense feelings of foreboding and fear. I almost felt as if someone/thing was watching me and what/whomever it was didn’t want me to find the answers I was looking for.
During this time of research I had a very intense dream about the house. There were beings there, not human in form but something else, and they were literally eating my face. They told me that I belonged to the house now. It was so frightening to me that I screamed at them that they couldn’t have me; my soul belonged to God and woke in mid prayer of the Our Father. I couldn’t shake the dream. I felt as if I were constantly being watched, I could feel things up in my face all the time. Sleeping was difficult and I spent many nights laying in my bed praying. I would lay there for hours saying the Rosary so terrified and always feeling that I was not alone. I felt like I was being attacked by something, not physically but mentally and spiritually.
This was now personal to me. I was on the web site reading everything I could find on the house, and the City the house was in. I was determined not to let this house get the best of me. This continued for over a year, and I was more determined than ever to return to this house just to enforce the fact that it had no control of me. I convinced myself that what I had felt was nothing more than just my own imagination. And then a new thread appeared on the forum bored asking if anyone had felt they had been followed from the house. I told them my experience with the mentally challenged young man, and then told them that after all the reading I had done on the house I had never heard mention of a person that fit that description and how it was probably just a figment of my imagination. I kind of just laughed it off all together. The Moderator of the site said she had heard mention of this young man. She gave me a link to another paranormal research team and sure enough she was right. I was not the only one to encounter this kid. The research team had a seer-sage in the house on their investigation. This person in the report described the exact young man that had been in my house right down to the mental disability. She even had a name on him, Jesse. Talk about a hold it moment. I had just spent months trying to convince myself that all of this was in my head created by me and me alone. Now I have confirmation that someone else also has witnessed this person/spirit. How could it all be in my head when the exact same thing is in hers? What does one do in this situation (besides panic)? Well I decided to try to contact this seer-sage and speak with them about what it was I saw, how I felt and see what they say. Sadly this person did not respond to my request to speak with her. I was told by the researchers that she was very busy and did not check e-mail often. So I am left with the realization that what I saw and felt was real, but knowing why I felt and saw was still left completely unanswered. And now those mental/spiritual attacks seem that much more intense to me.
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